Rape in a bottle

Okay, I installed that counter like last night, and the fregging thing is close to thirty now. No way.

The only people that I know that know of my blog are people from this message board I post to. And there are not that many people there, and certainly not that many of them would read it.

I changed it so that if you are not a blogger member, you can still leave a comment.

What I need to know from you is how you found out about the revolution (my blog) (the revolution you don't know about too much yet, if you are a loyal reader, I have vaguely mentioned it) (the revolution is going to involve other like minded blogs as well that I have to find, so I will have to go blog hunting. I will tell you partly that the revolution has enemies. Recipe blogs) (This is all I will tell you right now of the revolution) maybe where it was listed, or just how you came across it, because I need to know more about my readers. I do not live in a glass bubble, or whatever, I must know my audience. I just got up so the thought process is even more clunky then usual right now. The train wreck, the thought process, the million miles and hour that lasts only for a second. Fuck Deja Vu and all your friends who have it.

Tell me how you found this and why you read and tell me something that you'd like to see. I need to incorporate more people, but as my good friend Heather likes to tell me, you need to focus on the here more, and not what's next.

Well she tells me you can't get to the next, until you have focused on the here. She says it is impossible to get to the next without understanding where you're at now. PREPOSTEROUS.


She is probably right. Why are women always probably right.

I have not yet told my friends how to get to my blog. I have not listed it on Myspace or Facebook. I don't want a bunch of posts yet about people I know going "I know dude, remember that thing that you were talking about and did! I had a reaction, and other people did too, and I am pointing that out on your blog now!"

When the time is right I will introduce my friends. Maybe when the amount of readers I have that I don't know rivals the amount of friends readers, then I will have a good dynamic. This is why I need to know where you are coming from and who you are (what you like) so that I understand my fan base better. Only then can the revolution start to take shape. I have some hunches.