This is a long one

My first title of the conventional sense. Congratulations. That is to my loyal fans.

I bought some very low dose benzodiazepams. If you are a crazy person, then you already know what I am talking about, if you don't, benzodiazepams are basically like valiums. They ease anxieties. Hell, you might know some people who are prescribed benzo's such as valium, klonopin, and the godwful xanax. These are considered by the medical community ti be overall safe to use because of their mild sedative effect and the temporary relievement of worries and anxieties. If you know a person that is prescribed a benzodiazepam, then you know a person who usually has a lot of anxiety, all for different reasons.

You could be one of my reader's that believes it is possible, or even says it's possible to just deal with the root issues. You may be one of my readers that people do not need a benzodiazepam, they just need to just chill out or relax, either from within themselves, or from help from friends.

I am not arguing with any of you.

I am young, and of an experimental nature, so I did research on the drug first, both as a recreational drug, and a drug for pharmeceutical use, and I basically came to the conclusion that if I was to take the smallest dose of a benzo, I would be safe. Bad Things weren't going to happen.

Two things about Benzo's One of the reasons they are falling out of favor with prescribers is that over a long period of use they can become (physically?) addictive. We can extrapolate a little bit on this and realize that some people really get used to the drug, and can't deal with not being on it. Let us just say about these types of people that the doctors feel they are chronically anxietic (and probably gloss over the problem as a medical doctor, this is probably a psychological problem, or quite probably a domestic abuse problem because we all know that people from the ghetto domestically abuse each other.)

Ha ha, my wit is so so.

There is also the chance that it is physically addicting, which is a whole 'nother ball game. Take a drug long enough and your body eventually needs it. This would get into the long term effects, which you will find arguments out the wazoo of conflicting reports. Or it could be just that it always ends up causing brain damage, I have no idea. Look it up yourself, I am not prescribed the things.

If you have a friend who has been on valium or a benzo for a long period of time, and may have even tried to stop once, you may or may not be concerned for them. If you are concerned for them, then it is generally because of their behaviour, and this obviously gets into friendship limits. If you are one of my readers who has this problem, and you really care for them, then try to help them, unless you are not worried about them being on benzo's at all, you actually think the person is doing better, then don't worry about a damn thing for awhile, if it gets on like two years, start doing some research, I'm just this guy.

So anyway, I decided that I was going to purchase a low dosage klonopin for myself, educated and not worried about the side effects. It would be safe for me to use. If you had a bad back, and someone offered you one of their prescribed low dosage muscle relaxers, if it turns out it's not going to kill you after researching it (but there is always the chance it might because you are not a doctor) and you took the muscle relaxer and your back felt better and then you went about your day and went to sleep, and you woke up and you were fine, you are probably not going to think twice about the fact that you just abused someone else's prescription drugs. I think I understand a large population of americans with this.

I am not recommending you do this in the slightest.. Drugs are inherently evil.